Happiness?

     Been feeling low as of late. Cant seem to find meaning in much of anything. I don't even feel human at times.  I do want to move away from these feelings, but I feel like I need to make some new choices in life. I need to do something more meaningful with my life because I have lost purpose, I guess.
     Anyways, I needed to vent a little. I'm figuring out what steps to take next over the summer. I need to create some realistic goals and not get scared of the commitment that it will take to take the appropriate steps.  Need to keep strong and push forward. I guess I want to prove myself in some ways. I'm going sky diving in June. I want some new life experiences. I want to try things outside of the box to see if I can move forward and break away from the unhappiness.